Friday, September 23, 2005
I KNOW ALREADY OK!!!!!!!
yes...i know i'm fat!!! i know!!! i said "I ALREADY KNOW IT!!!!" THANKS!!! ok!!! can't you just stop saying that??? WTF, can't you just stop it! why must you say it whenever you see me at that KOPITIAM??? i really hate lor...it is not that i can't accept the fact of you saying that i'm fat..but when you say this, have you ever think that saying such things infront of so many of your friends and it is not only once is almost EVERYTIME....do you spare a thought for me...hello? i'm a girl ok... worse!! i'm someone who is easily hurt by people...i know..i know you have a daughter who fare well for exam...whatever..so-called "scholar" so?? so??? i know she has such a great figure..so?? soOoooo WHAT!!! just mind your own business lah!!! hey~! i have been trying really hard nowadays ok..if you are someone who going to hurt me..going to look down on me...or trying to be discouraging...please..get out of my sights...i had enough of all these craps....!!! ENOUGH !!!! well.. friends out there, who are reading this, you may think it's just a small little pea matter but i'm someone who really looks forward for gatherings..especially family gatherings..i love the warmest of BIG family...yet everytime..in such a happy gathering, there sure to be someone who will say and make comments...of cos, i do welcome comments..so i can make improvement..but not those hurtful words..such as " wah...your arms like my thighs eh..."...you know..comments like "hey, your thighs getting fatter or aiyo your arm so flabby ar?" (i'm not trying to be exaggerating but these are some of what people commended) all these i CAN ACCEPT!! really!!! sigh~i really need ENCOURAGEMENT...desperately need some supports from u guys... i know my pa, sis are trying to..but it doesn't help much....
i.know.you.have.been.supporting.me.just.like.i.do.
thank.you..
sign off ~